the coward person that i thought before were man

wonder yesterday...
just a boring evening...
i started to think something to do..
maybe best listen to music with high volume or loud..
to bring my attitude ahahaha..
then i started to find a speaker or maybe to lend it from my friends or someone near...
so i go the room that i thought that have speaker..
then i was Male(his nickname in malay)
importunity the boys with yell say it doesn't have speaker..
it really piss me off dude..
but the help that he made to me maybe i give chance to forgive...
but it was the last time of forgiveness..
it came to be the same...it will be rough or wild..
then start to look again the next room..
there the speaker that i have look for...
then i ask the boy in the room..
then the permission i have it to take the speaker..
so i just get out of the room, toward to my room..
before that there a boys i know call murad..
then he started to ask me..
then i say i want to lend it..
but he said i was want to stole the speaker..
what in hell was that word..
i started to be really mad.. of him,
his face n eye really have something to settle about
so i put back the speaker..
so it deal time with the fucking boys..with annoy face looking at me..
so i started to yell n ask him to go outside of the room to settle
like man attitude i were with fierce in heart to crash him in piece..
but the coward he are in front of me..silence
it really piss me off
i thought he was a man but just coward boy he are..
shameless to describe of him...